I am god. And I don’t know how to begin to describe everything that’s happened that made me realize it. The universe collapsed on me recently, and I became the point of singularity at one point.
It seems like I’m not the only one who knows that I’m god, too…
From February to April 2018, my mind started to cater in on itself. In April, I had a complete mental breakdown. It’s hard to truly describe what I went through. It’s not a “feeling unlike any other”… it’s more like an earthquake occurred in my mind. Except, it wasn’t just…
…Water, splashing amongst a bunch of Legos, pipes, walls and more.
…Melted cheese between two slices of toast.
…Earth. Filling all around you and inside your crevices.
…The wind that sometimes whispers and sometimes roars. Moving without a care in the world.
…Fire, that holds no shape, nor conforms.
Try to stop me from being myself… I’ll do it even more.
Show me the power of hate, and I’ll show you love. Make you realize what you could have… Maybe once more hold.
…hardly defined by the confines of my skin and body. Don’t believe me? Just watch me dance.
I was down on my luck,
Depressed as all fuck.
I became a shame,
To the family name.
I’ve kept my mouth shut,
Never really opened up.
Walked away every time
Others broke my trust.
Yaad hai mujhe, meri hasi,
Kab puri nikalti thi.
Aadhi zindagi bitaayi
Maine udaasi mai.
Sab mai piche chod gaya,
toot gayeen meri hadiyan.
Uppar se niche girke,
Aag lagi mere niche.